The Only News I Understand Comes From Flowers
At the road’s edge an orange bee orbits the blossoms,
its body juicy, planetary—a Jupiter on the verge of spring.
Five thousand miles away my own flowers stumble with neglect.
Pots of lupine and bear grass first soak, then burn
in the mercury of late March’s stormy glare.
Meanwhile, in Rome, a broken rainbow umbrella sighs
from a garbage can next to the Colosseum.
A billboard shouts “Hello, giallo!” over the drum of hailstones.
At home neon sour grass weaves itself into every green space
and the gray mug I left on my desk watches the sun rise
earlier each day, still holding a forgotten mouthful of tea.
Two chickadees hover by the front door, considering whether
an empty house might be a good place to nest. The astronomers say
for every planet that circles a star, there are ten more that wander, sunless.
Still, they say, life might bloom in the dark.
Today on Earth it is spring everywhere and still I miss everything
as it blossoms around me. At home they save a friend’s ovaries
and fix a second grader’s heart, and policemen sprint
past school billboards covered with construction-paper penguins.
Here in Italy the only news I understand comes in flowers,
each headlines a twig snatched up and spirited off
by crows with bodies the color of rain-heavy clouds.
Along the hilltop road my son’s small hands take photos
of each unfamiliar flower to translate blooming into something
that feels like home. Forsythia. Birdeye speedwell. Dog rose.
Spotted dead nettle. Mouse-ear cress. Each understood word
a pearl on the tongue. We pass their roundness back and forth all day
until the snow crust moon rises, shines here and there,
here and there, here and there.
Cameron Walker is a writer based in California. Her essay collection, Points of Light, is forthcoming from Hidden River Press.